You should know that;

while Rome may have burned in a day, 
it wasn't built in one.

Today 

started just like yesterday 

and 

the day before 

that 

and the day before 

that 

and every day for the last month, 

a loop, 

my perfectly constructed loop.

Perhaps you find it as fascinating as I do. 

''How a man can change the whole world with a bullet in the right place.''

I hurt her.

I don't feel good about that.

I hope you're not mad at me.

But you have to admit she's just like everyone else.

Too afraid to peek over their walls, for fear of what they might see.

Not me.

That's what I do.

I look.