25 Ağustos 2018 Cumartesi

Bir Özlem Var İçimde..



''Bir özlem var içimde uzaklara doğru
Engin denizlere sana ve aşkımıza
Sisli bir maziden uzakta yalnızca sana yakın
Gönlümün dalgalarında sevgim kalsın
Bitmeyen rüyalarımda hep sen varsın.'' 



 Yazdıkça sevdim.
Sonra dönüp tekrar okudum,
adına aşk dedim.. 

"Kırılgan bir baharın,
yazını aradığı gecelerde başladım seni yazmaya..''
Önce birkaç dörtlük satırlar,
ardından doldu sayfalar..
Her sayfada bir ilmek aşk..

Her sayfada senden sonra unutulmaya
yüz tutmuş çocukluğum, hatıralarım ve sen..

Birbiri ardına sıralandı mazi seni dokudu kalemim,
özlerken yazdım,
yazarken özledim..

Özledikçe yandım ve yine yazdım.
Sonra saman kağıdından bir zarfın içine sıraladım yanışımı..
Ne zaman özlesem,
bir sayfa daha sen ekledim..
Yazdıkça sevdim
sonra dönüp tekrar okudum
adına aşk dedim..


8 Ağustos 2018 Çarşamba

the Last Supper


“When he was creating this picture,
Leonardo da Vinci encountered a serious problem:
he had to depict Good - in the person of Jesus - 
and Evil - in the figure of Judas,
the friend who resolves to betray him during the meal.

He stopped work on the painting
until he could find his ideal models.

One day,
when he was listening to a choir,
he saw in one of the boys the perfect image of Christ.
He invited him to his studio
and made sketches and studies of his face.

Three years went by.
The Last Supper was almost complete,
but Leonardo had still not found the perfect model for Judas.
The cardinal responsible for the church
started to put pressure on him to finish the mural.

After many days spent vainly searching,
the artist came across a prematurely aged youth,
in rags and lying drunk in the gutter.

With some difficulty,
he persuaded his assistants
to bring the fellow directly to the church,
since there was no time left
to make preliminary sketches.

The beggar was taken there,
not quite understanding what was going on.
He was propped up by Leonardo's assistants,
while Leonardo copied the lines of impiety,
sin and egotism so clearly etched on his features.

When he had finished, the beggar,
who had sobered up slightly,
opened his eyes and saw the picture before him.
With a mixture of horror and sadness he said:

'I've seen that picture before!'
'When?' asked an astonished Leonardo.

'Three years ago,
before I lost everything I had,
at a time when I used to sing in a choir
and my life was full of dreams.
The artist asked me
to pose as the model for the face of Jesus.”

Leonardo Da Vinci had learned a lesson about life.


 

The Moonlight Sonata

One evening Ludwing van Beethoven 
and a friend were taking a walk. 
As they were passing through a narrow and dark street, 
they heard music coming from a little house.

“Hush” Beethoven said. 
“it is from one of my most beautiful pieces.”

Suddenly a voice said, 
“I cannot play anymore- it is so beauty! 
How I wish I could hear 
that piece played by someone who could do justice to it.”

Without a word, 
Beethoven and his friend entered the houde.
 It was the home of a poor shoemaker. 

At the piano sat a young girl.
“Pardon me,” said the great composer. 
“I am musician.
 I heard you say you wished to hear 
someone play the piece you have just been playing. 
Will you permit to play it for you?
“Thank you very much,” answered the girl, 
“but our piano is very old. 
And we have no music sheets.”

“No music sheets! 
How did you play, then? Asked Beethoven.

The young girl turned her face toward the great master.
Looking at her more closely, 
he saw that he was blind.
“I play from memory,” she said.

“Where did you hear the piece 
that you were playning just now?
“I used to hear a lady practicing near our old home. 
During the summer evenings, 
her windows were open, 
and I walked to and fro outside to listen to her,“ 
she answered.

Beethoven seated himself at the piano. 
The blind girl and her brother listened with raptured 
to the master’s playing. 
At last the shoemaker came near 
and asked, “Who are you?
Beethoven made no answer. 
The shoemaker repeated his questions, 
and master smiled. 

He began to play 
the piece which the girl hads trying to play.

The listeners held their breath. 
When the playing stopped, they cried, 
“You are the master himself! You are Beethoven!”

He rose to go, but they held him back.
“Play for us once more- only once more,” they pleaded.
He seated himself again at the piano. 

The brilliant moonlight was shinning into the bare little room. 
He looked thoughtfully for something 
at the bright skies lit up 
by the moon and the twinkling stars. 

"Please ask me for something," he said.
as thinking that they will ask for something financial.

The girl's answer is this;
"I have never seen moonlight, 
will you tell me the moonlight?"

Influenced by this situation, 
Beethoven seated at the piano, 

“I will compose a sonata to the moonlight,” he said.

In low, sad and sweet strains, 
he played his new piece. 

Then his fingers moved 
over the keys of the old and worn piano. 
and composed the masterpiece as known Moonlight Sonata.    


Finally, pushing back his chair, 
and turning towards the door he said, 

“Farewell to you.”

That was 
how Ludwing van Beethoven’s famous 
“Moonlight sonata” was composed.